Friday, September 24, 2010

'Purple Rain'

Sozgranz for Kim's 19th tonight! Hooray! Time to be a badass mad bitch and stay out and get fucked up :P AHHHHHHHHHHHH, I'm gonna see everyone tonight! YEYEYEYY :D

BTW,
Song of the week:
'Like We Used To' by A Rocket To The Moon

The lyrics are so lovely, I love the verse that starts with "I know love (well, I'm a sucker for that feeling)"

Thursday, September 23, 2010

On.

I've accepted that I don't have your love, and probably won't for a while or even ever again, but I just wanted to say that I really miss your friendship.
Through the 14 months I've been "involved" with you, I've never got to thank you for being the person that was (nearly) always there for me.

Thank you.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Exactly

Drunk texts from boys that have a thing for you AND his close friend asking if you like him = major thumbs down.
Your old close friend and ex talking about you = thumbs down.
Drunk text from a boy you're interested in asking you to call him while you're on a maccas run with your old best friend = thumbs medium.
Catching up with your old best friend = major thumbs up.
Having Nutri-grain and NOT skinny milk at home = thumbs up.
Faggots still posing as other people on their acounts giving you shit = kick to their groins.

Pieces

I guess this isn't really my first entry for this blog (i deleted all the old posts for Aug-Sept just five seconds ago) so I'm not gonna write those intro-first-entry-posts.. But yeah. I'm just gonna write whatever I want because I'll be the only person that'll read this.

Last night wasn't the best night for me. I pathetically cried for three hours straight.. For what reason? I don't know, I haven't felt this way in so long, just feeling like I don't have anyone at the moment I guess. I've been losing friends and I thought I could brush it off with that phrase "you gain some, you lose some" but it's not as easy haha. I did the most stupid thing, I promised myself I wouldn't ever do again too. It's fucking gross on my arm. And I spent another two hours just sitting on my bed in the dark thinking what it'd be like if I just .. died. People won't be laughing or bitching then, hey? Haha..

It's not helping that I was stupid enough to be tricked into something a couple of nights ago, so now I'm known as "slut" and "skank" to so many people.. Loading a tonne of bricks on the shit I already have hahha..

Summarising myself up, I'd be known as a slut/skank who is a shit friend at the moment. Lovely.